so as you all probably know from my comments, I have been banned from Gens until further notice. I take full responsibility for my actions, even if they weren't intended to cause discomfort. they still did. and that scares me, because that means I've let go a bit too much. because of this, I'm most likely leaving scratch. Gens was the only reason I logged on, and, now that I don't have it, I have no reason to come back. simple as that. and, I'm honestly grateful for it. I needed a reason to back away. I'm in highschool now, studying to be a veterinarian. I barely have time anyway and im not even supposed to be on here due to my parents. Honestly it's been grating at my mental health for a long time, even if I didn't want to admit it. I didn't want to give up my main human interaction. but I feel like its time. I'm on meds now, I've lost motivation for many of the things that used to make me happy because of them. and for most of them, I'm glad. because they were bad habits. I wish I could have done so much more with you all. and, as much as in scared to say it, goodbye, everyone. I wish you well. maybe I'll see you again. maybe I wont. I'll miss every one of you either way though.
