self hatred is semi normal, but just because you hate yourself doesn't mean others don't love you. remember, (s31f-d34d1ng) is'nt a way out, its the most selfish thing someone can do, because it causes your friends and family pain. when you think you're not ok, just remember, you're not ok yet, but that doesn't mean you aren't worth loving and caring for, it just means your only way forwards is up. I'm deeply sorry if this project makes it worse, but remember, there are people out here who care about u, including me, and it would be a tragedy if you weren't here to see the rest of TGSC.
TL:DR don't commit (s31f-d34d1ng), because people love you Music suggestions: The Middle by Jimmy Eat World Last Resort by Papa Roach (maybe not) The Search by NF Hope by NF Clouds by NF Invincible by Skillet remember that you want to feel better, not worse, the goal is to not self loath <3