AUGH YAY omg 17 bro what i cannot be that old I still remember not even being 11 yet, signing up for coding class at the library, I remember a couple days before; my mom told me she went ahead and made me an account for the class. So much has happened since then. There are plenty of things I wish I could do differently, wish I never let happen, yet there are things I'm grateful for experiencing, things that I would experience again a million times over. Everything's shaped me into who I am today, and I'm still being shaped. Just when I think I've reached the peak, or the bottom, life finds ways to surprise me. Something I didn't quite feel when I was 13-15 is: life really truly is beautiful. Once you learn how to see the world in a positive lens, whilst still keeping in mind the reality of the negatives, you can find the beauty of the fine lines. Never give up, it's hard, but I've seen over and over and over throughout my entire life that when you think life's pushed you all the way to the bottom and there's nothing left, it finds a way to push you right back up on your journey to the peak. You'll fall, you'll climb, over and over. But there's always a chance that one day you'll reach the peak, and your worst problem will be stumbling a couple times. That's the day I await to see for myself. I never thought I'd get this far, but I couldn't be more grateful that I have. <333 I'm afraid for the future, this is the last year of my childhood. But I've faced so much in my 17 years of life. I'll keep pushing through like I always have. I know this is already sappy, but I'd like to mention some people in my life that have been a huge part of my strength and motivation: My girlfriend (doesnt have a scratch acc) <33 @Lexyisdweeb @Kittycatpower211 @Venuswolfemf @WolfLorelei_ @cs4549193 @VERDIN whos account got deleted SOBB @LinkScratchStar And many more from over the years.
I AM BEEG NOW YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
