quick note...thx to @Butterfly_ball for the original project...but my motivation is near zero...i cant draw as good as i used too after taking a 10 week break from drawing...and i fear i wont draw good enough art...i wanna give up but i remember im using scratch to find friends...im hopless if i get forgotten...its my number 1 fear...so...please...dont feel pity...and...i wanna go by X-wolf now...but i cant change my user so...yeah...X-wolf...its a minor thing but im always wanting to try new stuff...so heres a joke to end things on a soft note...what do you call a deer with no eyes?...awnser: no-eye-deer(read it aloud) im sorry...before you read the rest...please support my reason for doing this... a smile is a smile...but what if behind the smile is self-neglected pain, near depression and the hate to cry...what if...what if...what if...