Hello! This is the third song in my EP, Dance With Fate (The Uke EP)! This song is about how there was this one person who basically followed me everywhere I went. Everything I did, she did too. It got to the point I was seeing her every day, for a few hours each day some weeks. But recently, she's let go a little bit. She's not /always/ there. She's talking to other people more. And while I'm happy for her, and glad that I have time away from her, I do miss her. And I wonder if I did something wrong, because she noticeably stopped following me as much. . . . ‧₊˚♪.⋆₊˚☾☕︎☽⋆⁺ ♪₊˚⊹ . . . *Muffled singing* You were always there A shadow chasing me till the sun sunk and you spared Me. Just enough time To sleep And then the sun rose You were behind me again, and who knows How long you'd follow today I can't get away But one day you disappeared The sun shone bright but you weren't here And I couldn't help But notice the spot Behind me Left empty Did I do something wrong? Did I chase you away? Did I say no too strong? Am I a ghost now? The sun shines right past When you left I never thought I'd be sad If I were a ghost, how? And I can feel the hole Even though this is what I told Myself I wanted "It'll be better when she's gone" You found me sleeping Learned I didn't want you creeping Around So you let me drown Is this what I wanted Is this what I wanted Four went to three so quickly Is this what I wanted Is this what I wanted Thought I could let go easily Did I say something bad? Did I chase you away? Did you forget what we had? Am I a ghost now? The sun shines right past When you left I never thought I'd be sad If I were a ghost, how? And I can feel the hole Even though this is what I told Myself I wanted It'll be better when she's gone You found me sleeping Learned I didn't want you creeping Around So you let me drown In my own tears In my own fears Uncertainty is my flaw Can't choose if I miss you or not In my own shame In my own rage Why can't I know what I need? Is it you or is it me?
