warning shows bad stuff vent below everything feels like too much for me. the only person I thought cared about me, hates me and then people just keep on randomly entering my life and trying to help me and I just push them away and I don't feel really like happy anymore. and all I can think is "I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF, WHY AM I EVEN ALIVE?" I cant think I can't relax or focus on anything be grateful for anything I'm just always waiting for bad to happen and I always want to be surrounded by people my only irl friend hates me, the persons who kissed me hates me,the persons I thought I could trust hates me. they made me think " I "Love" you, no I "Loved" you" btw they are not on scratch
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