some of you have been trying to... heal me..? or cure me of this.. parasite? it's not worth it. it won't make me any happier. i doubt i'd ever get anything i loved back. some want to kill me anyway. they won't stop. and i don't mind it. i'll get at least one thing i want. they'll get what they want. i'll be happier. don't worry about me. if Ae gets to me before bella comes back, tell them i'm sorry for everything that's happened.
[this is for an arg.]
