The End Of Me#1: Chapter 1: Girl?Me? Pfft Haha, No. Abnormal child? I guess you could call me that. I´m the trans weirdo across the street, the ¨You´re still straight if you like guys cause you´re a girl¨. So yeah, I am an abnormal child. I should introduce myself. I´m Cosmic. I am transmasc boyflux, achillean, and asexual. What does all this mean? Well, transmasc means someone who transitioned and identifies in a more masculine way. Boyflux is the fluctuation between masculine and enby genders. Achillean is a masculine-aligned person who is attracted exclusively to other masculine-aligned people. And last but not least, ace means little to no sexual attraction to anyone of any gender. Anyway, this is just all the boring stuff, so let me explain why I´m really here. Im here to tell you my story. My story of what you ask? Well, you're going to have to wait hundreds of pages, baby, cause I´m going into full detail. ~ Hold on, don't get comfortable, allow me to bring you back to where it all began. Picture this: first day of seventh grade, clouds grey as the Rocky Mountains, Mama is already yelling from downstairs as if we´re late (Like seriously? School starts at 8:30, it's 6:00 am!). The world still thinks I´m someone I´m not- and honestly, I do too at times. But I´m not letting the anxiety take control of me this time! I hope. The perfume I sprayed smells of oak trees. I throw my backpack on and look in the mirror, eyeing the basket of dresses shoved in the back corner of my closet. Not today, I tell myself in the goofiest voice I can muster. Never, if I can avoid it.
This is a WIP currently, please don't copy the story or remix project without permission. I'll drop the lore another time because for me rn it is 23:51 and I am supposed to be asleep, but I just drank a cup of coffee a few hours ago soooo. Ping list: @Q1nix
