anyways so like SARA MY BABY MY BEAUTIFUL GORG RAT SUDDENLY SPAWNED AND STARTED DEFENDING WAJAN LIKE ILH and like SHE WAS SO COOLLLL anyways anyways so like in the middle of the fight sara said smthn that was so *fire emoji* (ignore me) she said "i can call u whatever i want and u can't do anything about it" when alaa told her to not call her a 'thing', and like my dumb ahh stupid bald head had to take a screenshot and send it in the kpop girlies group chat ? and like jouri was there and like ANYONE could tell jouri and alaa were like rlly close like we have class group chat in whats (don't mind we have like 3 group chats, 1 group is like the whole class another one is for only girls and the third one is for kpop stans, boys have more) and there is this one boy (i'm not saying his name bc i hate him UGH) so like he always asks int eh group if someone wants to play roblox and alaa and jouri ALWAYS reply with ''im playing with jouri'' or ''me and alaa r playing'' so like i could tell they were close from the project thing... ANYWAYS- i sent the screenshot in the kpop group and JOURI. WAS. THERE. (me getting killed) anyways so i was like "habettt" LIKE HABETI WHAT ? (btw habet is an arabic word for "i love itt") and the way my sis wanted to reply to what alaa said LOLL she actually provoked her EVERYONE ACTUALLY except jouri's twin joudi and jouri herself.......ANYWAYSS ? ) so like when i sent that message i knew she saw it and felt sad bc like she thought we me and alaa were frnds and stuff (also before the fight like 3 days ago alaa texted me and was like ''hi'' LIKE GIRL HI SAY UR NAME FIRST? and then told me to follow her on tiktok so we can talk there since it's better and stuff LIKE IT'S BETTER FOR U GIRL I LITERALLY OPEN TIKTOK LIKE 1 OR 2 TIMES A WEEK NOW (school help) anyways she followed me and i still didn't follow her back cz me too lazy to even go reply to my cousin's msgs the school girl's or even scroll on tiktok ? anyways so like (+) anyways so like after the fight i texted jouri and told her to set a specified time when we can change or remove the pfp AND BELIEVE ME i didn't mean anything wrong or bad it's jst i rlly found a GORG pfp and i i rlly wanted to put it AND i didn't want it to be like the boy thing like NO im not putting a lame ahh pfp for 2 weeks no. anyways so like idk her replies were so dry (it always were no offence) so i knew she saw the message, but like i could feel like she was trying to be nice : ( idk i feel like im overreacting and im jst being dramatic and too mean idk. SIGH anyways (+) ALSO DEEMA AND JANNAT R ALSO FRNDS LIKE THEY TALK WITH EO EVERYDAYY IN SCHOOL AFTER BREAK HONESTLY IDK HOW THEY JST KEEP TALKING LOL. like even jannat i think i knew her before i knew my bestie (btw this tea is from me to my best friend) AND before she even knew deema like ok im autistic i get it. (+++++++++ this is the only paragraph i didn't send to my bff bc i don't want her to feel bad :( like even dan (her name is dan) has frnds outside of this school (firstly from this current school) she has a girl (not saying her name) who left school the same year she left ig and as deema and jannat said ''they're very very close friends'' .... i mean bro what abt me??? like i knew dan since grade 4 before the girl even joined this school and like sometimes i feel like she's ACTUALLY closer to dan more than me ? for the people in her current school AHEM they're...nice? i mean yeah i've seen them talk in dc n they match her freak well AND ALSO my freak like especially the girls and one guy called james so yeah they're good but like i feel like they're rude sometimes ??? but like she has mimi, aphrodite, farah, shadwa, leen, james, leo, idk hyuna and khalid, like she has rlly good frnds and they're rlly nice and FUN like we once joined a meet and they were PLAYING TRUTH OR DARE LIKE REAL PLAYING NOT ROBLOX N STUFF like i rlly hope they jst normalize doing stuff like these in my school (btw my school is online school so i hope u get it) look guys i don't mean anything bad abt the people i mentioned in this tiny rant here but like i jst wanted to clearify how autistic i am (AND HOW I NEED FRNDS) ok and i'm not doing this for attention i just wanted to feel related to ig? sigh anyways if ur ACTUALLY reading this then thank you, and i need friends.
