im sorry i keep trash talking my life im just going through a lot and dont have anyone to talk to really but i promise im not ungrateful for my life im just having a few bad days literally everyone does im so sore from conditioning in cheer yesterday and i also just dont feel good like i feel really sick and stuff i talked to nobody all day cuz everyone was ignoring me and i didnt wanna MAKE people notice me i lost like three friends today @catwhiskerrss took me off her friends list on her bio so thats that ig and shes been bugging me and i got upset about it yesterday and we havent really talked since so im not shocked she made that move but at the same time im in such a rough spot it really didnt have too much of an impact on me ngl my friend leslie whos on my cheer team has been mean to me lately cuz she wants to be preppy and popular and i dont so shes like mad at me for that so she ignores me my friend addi is friends with me and leslie but she ignored me all at lunch cuz they were both ignoring me so i assume leslie said something to her and twisted the story cuz a lot has happened between me and leslie lately so i bet addi is siding with her my brothers girlfriend broke up with him and hes being super mean to me and we were friends for awhile when they were dating cuz like his girlfriend is on the junior varsity team and we practice with jv in cheer so i see her a lot and so we were friends because of it but now my brother is just mean and it makes me sad and i feel like an idiot saying and feeling this but i used to have this abvs!ve friend and she was like super awful but i grew kiiinda attatched to her and we havent been friends for like a year but i kinda miss her cuz she was also really nice to me at times and stuff so im not sure what id call that but i feel dumb missing someone that abvsed me but i just kind of got attatched to her ig idrk and then im just super stressed about school cuz my mom said i would be in super big trouble if i had any b's, and i have two b's but im in advance social studies and science is just a hard class for me so im scared about that then after school i was home alone cuz my dad is out of town, like always, and my mom was taking my brother to go to sonic or smt idk and so i wanted to make a me talking project on scratch cuz i have fun with those and i spent literally half an hour on it and it didnt save and i just dont have the energy to remake it idk st has been bugging me all day and i just feel like nobody really likes me right now and i feel like im a super annoying person lalalallalalalalalaaa
