guys i finally got over my crush um so basically i had a crush on this guy from my school but he also does theater with me honestly he's such a f###ing b###h and don't even get me started on his friends long story but long story SHORT... (all of the stuff with my friend telling him stuff happened this week) i had a rlly big crush on this guy (let's call him chicken since that was the code name my friends and i had for him) so chicken is rlly popular and has a LOT of friends but i was so in love that i thought it was a good idea to have my friend tell chicken and his friends that "somebody in our friend group" had a crush on him and don't get me wrong this was after getting a lot of signs like his bestie nudging him when they walked by me, him staring at me, and the two of us locking eyes a few times. and his bestie after my bestie told him the thing kept asking her "WHO IS IT WHO IS IT" and apparently chicken looked rlly excited/surprised when my bestie told him the thing so like it was pretty fair to assume he liked me back yk? and on wednesday (btw she told his friends the thing on monday) we thought she should tell his friend that it was me which was so stupid TT and his bestie was like "hmmm leia leia leia... who's she" WHAT THE ACTUAL F##K like how does bro not know who i am he's in my pe class along with chicken and lots of chicken's b###h friends but anyway i was so upset that he didn't like me (well very likely) and went to social studies crying so hard and at home after school i was also crying so hard so today (thursday) all of his friends kept pestering me being like OOOH THERE'S LEIAAAAA and so me being stupid me told them "it was a joke. i'm lesbian" . . . BRO and they ran off all like "SHE'S TRANS" again, WHAT THE ACTUAL F##K i literally said lesbian not trans and btw i'm not actually lesbian i'm straight (but after getting so much sh from these boys i might be bisexual heh <3) and this was when leia the slay realized that chicken is a stupid b## with stupid, mean, annoying, motherf## friends ok so first of all chicken's bestie thought he was SO COOL AND TUFF for doing the little loser sign at me ig for being "lesbian"?? dumbass and we had to play this game called "squirt" it's basically flag football so my team had to play a bunch of other teams chicken and all of his friends were all on separate teams and i had to play every single one of them bc my stupid teacher hates me ig and my team was lit the worst team sooo TT like we had 1 athletic person and it was a girl not one of chicken's friends so... yeah anyway when i was playing chicken's bestie's team, he thought he was so tuff and cool bossing everyone around and don't even get me started on his other friend we'll call the other friend "w" bc his name starts with w but i'm not saying any names in this project so w was being the biggest b## ever first thing he said: "are you guys ready?" and made this little face like we were 2 years old he literally picked up the football and said "here's how u use ur brain. u pick up the ball, pass it to 2 ppl, and score." WHAT THE F# yes, I know how to use my brain you motherf## does he have straight As? like me? i bet the only class he has an a in is pe heh anyway and playing chicken's team was the worst of all chicken literally hit me with the football (honestly, it was prob on purpose) and didn't even say sorry or ru ok he js said "oof." and acted like it was my fault he hit me and nobody on his team even BOTHERED to ask if i was ok the only ppl who asked were on my team those b### so long story short leia hates men now :D i told my friends "i hate men so much that i'm about to become a lesbian" lol anyway that's my rant pls comment hate messages for chicken and his friends <3