It's time I talk about this... all of this... I'm not who I used to be anymore. I have gone through some stuff... abandoned... I hated myself to the point it got so bad... I wasnt safe. I was angry. Angry with myself, and 2 others... no one on here... I was rejecting help, and reality as a whole. I finally came to terms with being left behind... I came to terms with the fact that it was just me now out of my 3 person friend group. That changed. Now I have to face the demons of the past, while juggling school, while juggling trying to get into college next year, while juggling my depression and anxiety. I know this is a lot, and I know it is NOT my place to ramble on and forget about others' problems. But some vases can't be glued back together.