It's hard to explain, but comment bans, stress, and maybe a little hate from people are mixing into a big, bad, soup that I don't like. Maybe it will get better, maybe worse. I'm not sure. I'm tired. My quarterlies are soon. I'm taking a nap... I think. My stress has raised a lot b/c my account. I've been posting way too much. My sleep issues have gotten less horrible, somewhere around 8 hours of sleep each night. But my stress has made life unbearable.
