so I have some news about my weekend 1. I'm getting psychiatrically evaluated to see if I really am trans or not, until then you can use she/her or he/him, and I'll use both names (Owen and Lydia). 2. my mom ISNT transphobic. She felt I had been going about this immaturely and didn't want me to keep doing what I was doing. 3. my dad is the reason why she blew up on me about it. he told her to talk to me BEFORE she got the resources necessary to help me. 4. I got full access to my devices back :D