Addition information: I also have VERY light PTSD because of people who ride skateboards. They bully me and threaten to call animal control and tell me it's hunting season when I'm just peacefully doing quads (you know if you know). I do have light depression, BUT, I can feel happy and stuff and I would never even consider killing myself. When I say I don't know anything about emotions, I do understand emotions but like I don't know how to respond to OTHER'S emotions. Like if you come to me for comfort because you cat died and you're actually sad, I wouldn't register that you wanted comfort. I would just be like, "what do you want me to do about it?"
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