So, uh.. My brain kind of focuses on lots of things, and lots of things have happens since my last post, this will be for both of my accounts, @SilverWolfBow And of course Me.
If you haven't met me, Hi. I'm a 12 Year old Who Loves art and chaos. Lately if you have seen my stuff you will have seen I've done prodigy, talked about 3d Animating, Iv e done bits of music, Art. Everywhere, And i like to make stories! Now, this is more of like a life update but uhhh yeah. -------------------------------------------------------------------------Life Chaos. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- I've been the age of where in my church, you become a youth. Which means activities every wensday evening and also Temple trips every few or every month. I have been trying to focus more on my religion so i can grow faith. I also got my ears peirced on Nov 1st. Now also i mentioned i'm homeschooled, I Go to a homeschool co-op that includes my cousins and some friends of theirs. Just yesterday I decided to tell this boy in that co-op [ a friend of theirs] I liked him, hes 2 years older than me. HE had known the whole time, my cousin who is my age kept pressuring me to tell him, also because i hadn't brought my earring cleaning stuff she was kind of making me feel less confident about them. Then in front of HIS MOM, MY MOM, MY GRANDMA, AND HER MOM, She asked me if i had told him yet. it erupted into chaos. and lets just say he said some really hurtful things, I know he hadn't been taught how to act in those situations yet but it still hurt my feelings intensely. Then my cousin said she liked him right after, i had to not cry for like 20 or 15 whole minutes, avoiding eye contact. In the car i talked with my mom and cried the whole ride, The car rid e was 20-30 minutes. And we are still trying to figure out the drama but yeah. I lost my crush on him and now want to kind of distance my friendships from him and my cousin. Now i also have less screentime and and trying to also care for my animals while also writing a new story. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- I hope that this explains why iv e been so inactive, I just have a lot happening Irl. Now I'm gonna rest and do what i'm intrested in, and try to learn to control my emotions better.
