not dead btw at the time i'm writing this, I just finished my band concert for the semester and i have a friday tommorow. It feels like i've overcome something huge and i need to get over one last small hill and then it's smooth sailing. although, my life is defo feeling like a gas station. A lot of my friends have either taken a break from social media or just lost/broken their phone, so I'm feeling very alone right now in terms of how to talk to friends after school. I've been helping so much of my other friends do things that i haven't been able to really think about myself. My dreams are also freaky because i've been waking up multiple times each morning, never knowing if i'm dreaming or not. anyways yap break almost over but um yeah if anyone is seeing this drop a comment down below and uh idk go eat a cookie or sum, you deserve it twin ignore all of that i yearned to post a project and that has p much nothing to do with what's actually been going on, but im too lazy to just throw out a paragraph of yapping i got into the spelling bee btw :sob: [UPDATE] absolutely threw in the spelling bee btw :sob:
