Dear shadow: I know life hasn't been nice to us.. and I know you don't want nothing to do with me.. and I get it.. I want you to know something.. I will always always always always always love you no matter what.. I know it is probably not the same for you.. but I will not give up.. I will keep fighting.. I will keep trying to gain at lease small bit of your trust..
I'm not looking for you giving me a second chance.. But I want you to know.. I will change.. I will get therapy, I will talk to someone.. I will do better... just for you shadow..
