TW: !!VENT!! so um, I'm going through so much rn, I got diagnosed with ASD,ADHD & Depression, and after I quit of @NutellaDaCaterpillar I got sent to hospital cuz I wasn't doing good at all. my friends dont ever wanna talk to me again cuz of a recent incident on a gc, where I had an outburst and literally I got replaced by a kid I told them to include, I've sacrificed to much. ik they've been trying so hard to help, but they just dont understand, and thats all I ever wanted in my life, Understanding, but no one hears me and no one ever was there for me, Understanding isn't just "how do we/I/us help you", to me, its just being there, listening to me and understanding me, but no-one did, and I understand, im different from everyone, I am neurodivergent and its very hard to understand the different, because we are so used to the normal. I don't think there's much I can go on with Scratch now, I give up, I cant even post because im' so tired and exhausted, I dont even get to go to school and see my so called "friends" that aren't my friends and now I am all alone with no "friends" lol- anyways- I don't even get to have a good sleep at night, and yeah, i'm getting better but all takes is time, like flowers, flowers take its time to bloom bright and beautiful. tysm for everything <33 this website is how I developed my OC's, where I had the giggles and laughs, the times I smiled, you guys are so cool, creative, kind and amazing, ik you all have your own stories no matter how bad, sad or amazing they are, I love you guys all <33 and for those who are going through alot, ik its hard, its going to be hard, thats life, living is hard, but don't give up, because many of us care, all it takes is to accept and believe that your going to get better, and once you get better ik your gonna be proud of yourself, your gonna feel so good you've made it so freaking far XD <33 stay safe ;) Goodbye <33 - Nathan :) Saturday 15th November 8:34AM 2025 NZDT
