!WARNING! This book may contain a few mature themes such as: Kissing, Romance, Drama etc I recommend this to ages 12-13 and up. If you are under this age recommendation PLEASE LEAVE Info \/ Book is in "Notes and Credits" Will probably come out with an audio book for this (My friend voicing it ^^)
Chapter One: Heart Break Hi, I'm Alina... I work at a coffee shop downtown; I tend to make less than minimum wage, but it works. I live in a small apartment downtown; it's pretty crappy, but at least I have a roof above my head. Now, I have a boyfriend, Rowan. He's sweet, sometimes. Anyways, I'm just working today when... I was working at the coffee shop making drinks for customers, the noises of talking and the smell of sweet coffee beans filling the air. I hear the ding of the entrance door, heading to the cash register to get the person's order, when I look up I see it's Rowan. He looks at me with that sweet smile he always has, his white teeth showing, his beautiful brown hair always styled, his green eyes catching the light just perfectly. "Alina, baby! Hi." he says sweetly. "Rowan I didn't know you would be stopping by today, aren't you busy with work?" I ask him. Surprised at seeing him here "Well... I took an early break, and you know I love seeing you." He reached over the counter kissing my cheek I blushed slightly, surprised by his action but not complaining "Not while I'm at work..." I tell him "Aww why not? You know you like it." He teases I take a breath, avoiding eye contact being too flustered to look in his perfect green eyes "What can I get you?" I ask him, back to my work-self "How about you?" He teases "Rowan!" "What? Okay okay..." He chuckles "For real though, I'll just get a normal medium coffee with two cream, three sugars and ." He orders I write his order up then get the cost. He pays then winks at me before going to wait for his coffee, I blush at his wink knowing exactly what he's doing. I make his coffee, the smell of it covering the kitchen, the sweet and bitter aroma calms me down. I finish his coffee, bringing it to him "One normal medium, two cream, three sugars!" I called out. He takes his coffee brushing his hand against mine, definitely not by accident. "Thanks baby." He says with a smug smile "Mhm." I blankly responded "I'll come over to your place tonight, okay?" He tells me, more of a statement than a question "Okay.." I let him, knowing he'll come even if I say no. I got home at around six PM entering my apartment, the door opening with a creak, my floor boards squeaking, the musty smell of the old building hitting me in the face. "Rowan, are you already here?" I called out but heard no response, I decided to wait but at around nine PM I got a little worried since he said he would be here by around seven. So I got in my car and drove to his apartment, When I got there I used the spare key he gave me to go inside and immediately I heard heavy breathing and… Moaning? From his bedroom. I slowly walked to his room and it sounded like he had a girl in his room..? When I peaked inside his room I felt sick to my stomach, my whole world around me seemed to stop and spin, I felt my knees getting weaker and my chest tightening. He was kissing another girl! "R-Rowan...?" I asked quietly, He and the girl froze at my voice and the sight of me in the doorway. "A-Alina I-" Before he could continue I slapped him in the face, tears welling in my eyes. "Are you kidding me Rowen?" I ask, my voice coming out in barely a whisper "Alina.." "Stop! Don't try making any excuses!" I yell at him, the girl now looking uncomfortable "And you..." I face the girl "Did you not know he was taken!?" The girl shakes her head timidly. I look at Rowen in raw disgust and anger. He tried to speak but before he could get a word out I left, slamming the door shut. I start driving home, tears making my sight slightly blurry. Once I get home I lay down sobbing and crying. That was six months ago, he has been texting me every now and then saying he misses me but I never cared, I never answered either, I mean why would I? The man I was with for three years cheated on me... Thank you for reading! Chapter Two will come out eventually
