♫⋆。♪ ₊˚♬ ゚. hihi~ haven't finished a piece in forever so doodles and (mostly abandoned) wips be upon ye everything is in order of oldest to newest this is mostly old art cause i needed to fill my (imaginary) art dump quota # 1. I truly believe i drew this in a feverish state because i cannot remember where or when i drew ts # 2. Back when isi was still lynn and I was @kyyeee, i really wanted to redesign her. these were my first attempts # 3. 2023 cringetober day one, screenshot redraw. don't even talk to me about the hat # 4. drawn for stan's birthday when the sp hyper fixation was so peak i drew and rendered this in like three hours (also staig propaganda rahhhhh) # 5. Addi!!!!! isi's twin, her old name was ellie. i haven't touched her in so long sadly, but sooner or later i'll start bringing her back # 6. This was a sprite i was planning to use for a like.... minute long project. gave up after the second sprite (next one) # 7. Yeah i was actually gonna animate this until life got in the way, too bad so sad. both 6 and 7 are like... me irl but ugly # 8. ahhh my profile picture!! basically, i wanted to do a trend, animated this guy a bit, and then decided i'd just scrap it and use the art for my pfp # 9. my tumblr (same name as on here go check me out chat) banner, i referenced that one miku picture. not really impressive (or rendered) # 10. Iru!!!!!!!! i think i drew this during therapy, but for a trad drawing it's actually pretty good. might take it to digital and fix it up (maybe turn it into my new pfp) # 11. artfight!!!!!!! ignore the boy in the middle his design was spitballed onto the page, he still doesn't have a name (handwriting jumpscare) # 12. Iru's ref sheet for this year's artfight, thank you sososo much to the 2 who drew her, i'm sorry i couldn't revenge you, i was kinda in boston sleeping on a couch when at peak motivation # 13. Lonely lonely project big thing, i actually just traced my hand for the hand because no matter how hard i try to learn how hands work i cannot make hands look good most of the time # 14. scrapped shot, it was obvious but yeah, iru was trying to.... what's a kid friendly way to say seduce?? idk iru wants that cookie (isi) so bad # 15. doodle of me from my piano tiles thingy, i like drawing myself happy # 16. scrapped sketch for a 'pitbull, terrier' go check out , uber cool!! (i hate the hair but the rest is decent for a sketch) # 17. fsh # 18. some concepting for my new persona, plus isi snuck in there # 19. freak. i love my freak. cringetober day one this year, over powered. the fact that even silent salt couldn't kick him out of the meta has to mean SOMETHING to yall (plus me in the corner) # 20. I was rewatching beast yeast 7 and 8 and i thought it was really funny that pure vanilla looked himself dead in the face and didn't recognize it (wah handwriting jumpscare part two) # 21. hosted a whiteboard and i HAD to draw on it. (1) is a fun sketch of isi, so sad no one interacted with her :(. (2) sketch of my persona, not at all representative of what she'll end up looking like, but i had to draw my jester (ignore the lack of jesterness) also sm1 gave her a body!! (3) persona in my silly little doodle style number 1001. (4) more of my freak, whoever added the hearts and blush are my everything now. tell me and i SWEAR i'll make a gift for you # 22. Some sprites for one way or another!!!! ik isi looks completely different from iru but i cannot redraw either of them..... hope this truly gives off the harassment energy this video is supposed to embody and that's it yay!!! kinda a glimpse into the evolution of my artstyle over the past two years ig? expect a next art dump when i have another 22-ish pieces to show!
okay kinda a vent idk: if you've read or been apart of my comments, you know i've been sick since b4 halloween, like throwing up, chronic fatigue kind of sick. and i DID have an explanation for thst. i had mono, no idea how or why, but i did. last weekend, i made a recovery and was beterr than ever, and then i woke up in the middle of the night with the need to vomit. just another bug right? no, i have had every test preformed on me to find out what cold i've been afflicted with. no dice i'm just as fatigued as before, but it's even worse because i can't even get to sleep half of the time, and i've been dealing with bad sleep for upwards of two months now. so imagine me, sleep deprived, constantly nauseous, worse than i've been in a WHILE. and i've already missed a month of school my mom takes me to a doctor after she consults my primary care doctor, who wants to do a blood panel to test for all of the things that could be causing this. not gonna list out everything, but the best case scenerio is that my iron deficiency came back swingng and worst case is i have a life-changing disease or condition like idk CROHNS DISEASE?!. the doctor's phlebotomist tried to draw my blood, but i'm dehydrated and she doesn't really know what she's doing. she uses the vein in my HAND to draw two vials and then just sends us to a specialist my hand still hurts vro, and i don't even have any of the lab results until like next week, which will just indicate what the next round of blood tests should be for. anyways that's what i'm dealing with right now, so i'm kinda stressed a little (and tired, so tired) happy thanksgiving to other 'muricans