(need this)Due date is either November 30th or December 5th ☆ I am trans masc, I go by he/him, I have just goitten back into TFC a month ago after two years of inactivity which deleted by previous chars. I will not tell my reasons for my leave or sudden return(unless completely necessary and not many details even then) just felt this info was necessary incase it affects my winning of the kit. ☆ Past- Liondare of Shadowclan, which I loved and had for almost a years before my sudden disappearance, which I loved and wish I could've done more with + Taloncharm of RC, was new when I disappeared and had not done much with but I planned on keeping for while. ☆ Idea dump | Having attachment issues | Quiet but somehow ending up with a lot of friends (bc why not?) | Often hunting by lying down in a place where light scatters through down onto the ground to blend in and the attacking prey that comes close (though mercury not that dark so maybe not) | Developing a slouch (idk why) | Maybe slight hearing problem? (Idk if i have the energy to research for that, I already did a lot of research for another litter bc I was researching austism and felt like it was necessary to have three links for each struggle with austism along with a paragraph for every three links) | Disbelief in starclan or belief they won't look out for her since she did not come from the clans | Feeling out of place in clan and perhaps facing bullying | Struggling with adjusting to shadowclan schedule at first | Becoming jealous of siblings and pushing them away | Being manipulated to do wrong | Taking credit for others work | Her insecurity causing her to do dishonorable thing to earn praise, she doesn't want to hurt cats and wants to do good and would never take it to far herself but when her jealously overtakes her she is easy to use and order | Cis lesbian | ☆ (+) Flexible, Patient, Diligent, Resilent (=) Skittish, Reserved, Ambitious, Tactical (-) Envious, Gullible, Petty, Insecure -Deeper explanation - Mercury can adjust easily to many different places and scenario's, she has to be able to, otherwise going to shadowclan would have been a much bigger struggle. She often fears failure or not being enough for the clan. She doesn't come from the clan which makes her feel out of place and she fears if she isn't good enough she won't be allowed to stay. She ends up praying to starclan a lot. She often finds herself easily frightened, going into some tight space to calm. She ends up keeping to herself and staying away from most clanmates, distancing herself from them as to not get hurt. However this only fuels her envious nature, wishing she could have the ability to make friends like others, to have the confidence, to be as skilled as others. This could lead her to seeming bitter and rude to others. She wants nothing more than to earn her place in the clan and go down in history no matter what. But she knows how to bid her time, slowly work her way to her goal, though she can't always figure it out. The more angry or envious she is the harder it is for her to think through things properly, which makes her easy to use, and easy to control, since she won't be able to see the full picture, even when she is in her right mind she has a hard time with grand schemes and understanding why(like a normal person) ☆ Roleplay example - and in comments ☆ Wanna know the weirdest warrior cats prefixes? claw, fern, Broken- though Broken had sentimental meaning so I guess it's okay. Cobalt and Mercury’s artwork and designs by Selenium and Sulfur’s artwork Sulfur’s design by
SRP EXAMPLE Apprentice age Mercury btw ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why? Just why? It was her only question to the stars. Her training was done so she spent the time questioning the stars. They refused to answer. Why couldn't she be like her clanmates? Why couldn't she catch prey normally? Why couldn't she climb? Or at least walk normally? How was she supposed earn her place in the clan? How was she meant to climb the ranks? Or at least become well-respected? Why? Who cursed her like this? She wanted to scream. To demand answers. But the stars would never answer. If only... she could suck away the talent from everycat else. She despised the way all those other cats shined, how easy everything came for them. She wanted to make them suffer the way she has. It burned through her veins, puffing up her fur. She wanted to destroy everything in her path but her body would not allow it. There was no way she would be able to. She wished she could turn into another, trade her life for a day, be another. Instead she was cursed. She huffed as she settled into the grass, wanting nothing more than to wreck havoc, tears everything down around her, but even if her body let her she couldn't. She should just return to the twolegs, find some to take her in. She was a kittypet thorough and thorough. She came from the kittypets and was too weak to earn her way in the clan. But she would not leave her littermates and she refused to quit. Curse all of this. She was stuck. She would not give up, but how could she succeed? The whole deck was stacked against her. Everycat had one over her. So much prettier, smatter, stronger, faster. They earned attention and praise well she was given pity praise. They always looked so sad, never proud like they did with others. It was never pride in their gaze, respect. Always pity. She would not give up. She refused. No. The anger that burned her core would not let her. She would not stay forever the weak link. It was decided. She would never give up. No. She would just have to bend the rules in her favor. To change it up. Because there was no way she was going to lose. No way would she let this condition rule over her. It was her body, her life. She was in control.
