Remix if you are the 1%!!! for reasons I changed the names and edited out some personal things.
inspo for posting Sorry to bug you but...I have something important to tell you. My "friends" when ever I come near them or try to talk to them stupid girl goes oh Phillys coming. And the others them for some reason shut up and don't question it. The people that are my friends are stupid bully's. But it's mainly simp who's like "Philly just shut up. Philly you were not asked. philly stop bullying me. philly stop asking stupid qustions. philly philly philly. ANd I just feel so alone. I've tried talking ,Ive tried every thing to wonder what I did wrong. But no answer. The thing is stupid girl backs up simp. Whenever we play a game I'm always the one who feels like getting the worst treatment. I always feel so small I feel like big achievements are nothing but stupid and nothing but lame. I'm done I've tried to ignore it I really have but its like guilt tripping. I feel like nothing. I feel lonely. The only thin that can take my mind off it is my other freinds who are real and get this homework. Homework should not be able to make me happy. I'm done with it. the conatant guilt tripping, mokery, shame,emmbaressment, feeling like a burden, and the amout I've went through to try to understand and make it STOP. By the way I would never ever go out of my way just to make simp feel like she is worthless. Also apperentally her lizard dieing is more important that my emotions. I feel dejected. I know I am not a burden. I keep telling my self these positive things. It helps me phisically but it breaks me emotinally. The one reason I got a invit to Allstars tourmoment is by imagining the peolple I was sparring were simp and stupid girl. That is not good I know it. I don't want to make this a big thing. I want to handel this like a person I've tried but it's not enough. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I wrote this in the 5th grade no one reached out but one person they still are my friends. Its toxic. I try to break away but my heart is soft as many say so I think its me that's the problem. it feels like a death trap. The line got pushed to day when simpp and stupid girl called me a dumb bi$!c
