⌁₊˚⊹ 【« Listen Before I Go »】⊹˚₊⌁ (JinxSpirit's Death)

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⌁₊˚⊹ 【« Listen Before I Go »】⊹˚₊⌁ ~JinxSpirit's Death Project~ + JinxSpirit never thought she'd make it this long, and honestly, she thought it was for the best her life ended now before she passed her curse to her kits, or the few friends she had left. She'd known from the moment MarlinStar told her she was who Jia would be fighting in the arena that she wasn't going to make it. She didn't feel bad. Not for stealing prey, she had to help her clan somehow and she was struggling to hunt for some reason, age, maybe? She wasn't sure. Her injury? Probably. Not for dying and leaving her family and friends behind. It was for the better. She couldn't be a jinx to their lives too. She was at peace with it. She could see TellinTide, her siblings, her mother, again. She'd get to see Jass again, she wondered why he'd never visited. She'd get to see Dia again, she'd always wished she'd have gotten to know her better. She'd see BeeHum again, she hadn't seen her mother in many, many moons. She'd see Aunty Pebbs again, though they'd just visited. She'd...she'd see PebblyKit and FireflyKit again...her poor sisters...if only she'd protected them better. Hadn't been their curse... She'd see...she'd see FawnMist again...she'd hated her but...she'd forgiven her moons ago. Just didn't know how to say it. She wanted to change her name back, back to her mother's legacy. She could be MistyHope...but...it was too late...maybe in StarClan she could change it back? She didn't know. As she padded to UrchinClan's camp to fight the battle that would be her end, she mulled this over, she gazed up at the sky through foggy, wet eyes. "I'll see you all very soon..." She murmured. Then, as if TellinTide would know she was addressing him specifically, she murmured again. "I'll see you soon, my love." She wished she'd had a chance to say goodbye to more cats, but she'd given up on caring. She was dying, and if she was honest, she was happy about it. She'd be reunited with more cats than she was leaving behind. She'd finally be at peace. ~Would anyone really miss me?~ She thought and then sighed. ~Probably not.~ She trudged to UrchinClan camp to finally accept her demise. Her final peace. The Curse of FlurryClan was dying, dead, basically. Her final battle. She'd spent most of her life fighting, and would end it fighting. (END)