honestly, what's a life. truly, you done so much, lost so much, gain so much, take so much. but in the end, when its all filled. you still have something else missing in your life. I always wondered where we end up, but never had the clue. cause the clue, doesn't exist. what if we were made to be existed then when our age or incidents happens, are we made to be eradicated? What's real and what's fake you can easily tell, but honestly its more harder than you think. i question life at times, well my life retrospection. did i ever crack the code why humankind was ment to exist? I have not known this feeling. I'm just a kid, a 15 year old in 8th grade. who is becoming a terrible person each day. there's only one cure to fix it. but its too graphic to say. people say god is real, or pepole say this is real or that is real, i can just support it and no matter how many times i want to think its great for them.. its not really. My stomach feels empty, but not for food. but the reason why i act like this. and this is the brain taking over. No wonder why i feel like this, I just feel sad. but i couldn't understand why, is it something i realized? something i remembered? I couldn't tell. if a guardian angel is watching me, why did they let me be here today. i have no idea. it feels like passing away, instead you were born with hopes, and those hopes turn into ash and only people who are worthy with that talent can be great.
