1. This is my 69th project. Nice. My iPad is even 69% while I’m typing this XD 2. I figured I’d keep the first one positive because this one isn’t. No, im not leaving Scratch. But, I haven’t been doing super great. Lately Ive been stressed with Scratch. Not because of you guys! I just have an over active imagination, which creates ideas, and anxiety. Not the best pair. I have about 17 unfinished projects in the back, and that’s not including the ones I want to start, but haven’t made a project for. I’m not asking for a pity comment. That’s not what I want. I don’t want the “im so sorry youre stressed!” comment. I don’t want you guys to talk to me less. I enjoy when you guys talk to me! In fact, talk to me a little more. Losing PumpkinShark really hurt, because they were the only one who talked to me frequently. Not including my irl friends. I enjoy talking to people! I’ve just been feeling overwhelmed with all my projects, yknow? Shattered Souls I love so much, but sometimes it discourages me when I see people post entire “chapters” everyday. I post ONE page every week. I have stuff to do, and fan art to make. One page a week might even be kinda hard for me. So for that, I am sorry. Ive also been stressed about my music. I do Piano, Viola, and voice. I have a Piano and Orchestra concert coming up, so that’s fun. Tbh Ive been feeling overwhelmed bc of FREE TIME. Like seriously, how much of a loser can I be to be stressed over FREE TIME? I just want to post on Scratch, do art, watch YT, play video games, and catch up on everything. It stresses me out. Meanwhile most of you actually have problems. Reasons to be stressed, and d3pr3ss3d. No, I’m not d3pr3ss3d. I realize I made it sound like that. But sometimes… I almost want to be. Not bc I think that would be fun, but I’m surrounded by people who are. Pretty much everyone I know and am close to, that isn’t family, or church. I want to relate, but I can’t. I want to help, but I can’t. I want to understand, but I can’t. It’s tiring. I can’t even relate to… *chuckle* simping over stuff. Maybe that’s why, for a period of time, I really wanted to like Sans. I wanted to fit in. To understand the romantic part of it. But I wanted to so hard that not only did i start believing in it, i made others think so too. I never really did tho. I wish… I could do more. I sometimes feel… inadequate. (big word woah) I would really appreciate it if you guys talked to me more. Don’t be afraid about over talking. You won’t. Again, I don’t want any pity comments. Don’t even. They help, but they are a hassle to deal with and I don’t want to have to respond to them rn. Go ahead and comment on other people that need it more than I do. Fox, Fuzzy, Pumpkin if they were here, Ivy. They need it more, okay? 3. This one is a little more positive. More Undertale related. I’m sure everyone irl (myself included) thinks im obsessed. And, I know that almost everyone seeing this project (other than Fuzzy) knows more about it than me. Well, maybe not Undertale itself, I know EVERYTHING. But, when it comes to AUs, y’all definitely know more. A few confessions to make is that I don’t really know as much about them as I seem. I mostly watch comic dubs, or read comics. Those are different. I don’t know a lot about Deltarune, and NOTHING about Undertale Yellow. I still have those to tackle. I haven’t seen anything about Outertale really, it’s just Undertale but in space. As for Underswap and Underfell, I’ve seen all the comics possible, all the fan art possible, but I haven’t seen anything original. I can’t even keep track of which one is the original anymore. I know their personalities, but haven’t seen anything from the original creators and stuff. As for Dreamtale? Haven’t seen it. I don’t know any of the plot. I know there is a tree with apples of feelings, and that Nightmare ate one and turned all negative a stuff, but that’s it. Underfresh? Don’t know anything. I know Fresh has a weird parasite in his eye, but that’s it. Reapertale? Literally absolutely nothing. Didn’t know it existed until 3 months ago. Death seems chill enough, but the actual AU? I don’t know. Any for Somehting New? The comic is only on Tumbler, and I can’t go on Tumbler w/o it alerting me that I don’t have an account. I only have mobile, so I haven’t played any fan games, except for Undertale Rejuvenation, becuase that’s on Scratch. Haven’t beat it though. I have a keyboard on my school iPad, but 1: I broke it :/ and 2: its a SCHOOL IPAD. I cant go on anything but Scratch on here. I understand the concept of them all, but don’t know what it is in practice. Who is Color? I dont even know who that is. I have seen the words, “Killer x Color.” Who IS Color? What do they look like? I vaguely remember maybe seeing something about them? I don’t even know. But, to be fair. Ive only known of Undertale’s existence about 6 or 7 months ago. (Wait no crap crap uhh) I mean 7 or 8 months ago. I don’t think I’m supposed to know everything yet. :P
