/!\ TW: Mention of d3@th and c@nc3r /!\ So I have told a few people, but my great grandma (Mom's side) is passing away from a really aggressive cancer. She was sent home with pain medicines and only has a few months to live. She is ~92 and was already old. I never really knew her but it is greatly impacting my family. On my Dad's side, my grandma is getting cancer for the 4th time. She might lose sight in her right eye even if she gets surgery. It's scary, even though she most likely wont die from it. I might be really clingy at the time because I'm scared of losing you. I might ignore you because if I leave you first you wont leave me. And I'm sorry. I'm so, so, sorry. You all don't deserve this from me. But I'm scared and I need support. Just stay with me. Please. I may mask it well, but I promise you I am telling the truth.