I haven't seen my biological father since I was six months. My biological father is a drug addict. My biological father doesn't want me. I have trust issues. I have anger issues. My biological father was in the hospital last year. I wanted to write my biological father a letter but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Every time someone brings him up I get triggered or I walk off and cry. He was a coward and he left me and my mom. My mother is homophobic and I cant tell her that I'm an ally to lgbtq+. I hate myself, my hair, my clothes, the way my voice sounds, the way I look, and everything about me. I want to hurt myself so bad but I can't leave my mom, step-dad or siblings to live with that pain. I hate my biological dad. I'm glad my biological father was an addict because if he wasn't I wouldn't have my little sisters or my big step-brother. I gots ADHD. I think I'm pansexual.
My excuse of a father, Charlie. (My father's name is Charlie) and whatever drugs he was on for making him that way. Don't report because I will report you, this is a safe space for people and if you don't support, then go somewhere else, dude.
