"I still see the Light inside of you even the dark is all you see I feel the good that's in you even when the world says you're nothing not a single breath is wasted on you so hang on, hang on, hang on." -Light Inside You by Allison Eide Hey Matthews. This is for you. A confession...yes? But also, an encouragement. I'm so sorry about what they did to you. No one should have to go through that. I've been so angry on you and your sister's behalf. I know I shouldn't be. But I am. I haven't been able to stop thinking about you. Whether as a brother in Christ or as something more, I can't be sure. Would I be opposed? Truthfully...I don't know. I care about you. Seeing you cry makes me cry. Is that love? No matter what happens, I'm here. I need you to know that you're worth it. I do still see the light inside you. So does Jesus. You're His. And whether you and I should be together is up to Him. But I know he wants us to friends. Maybe even best friends. Bring your troubles back to Jesus. I know you probably hear that a lot. But it's true. Give it to him. Depression. Anxiety. Anger. I'll be there for you. To talk. To care. Just let me in. And don't push God out. <3
A confession and encouragement to a dear friend <3 And even though he'll never read this, I need him to know that I care. Credits to HUNTR/X for the music :)
