i genuinely tried to write SMTH but IDK if this is good or not hahaha.. <//3 tell me what you think (two projects posted in one day haha) . . . . have you ever felt the feeling? the feeling of comfort, love, and the happiest memories flooding your heart is the feeling i wished to have experienced. maybe in another world, another life that I can wish to experience these types of emotions. however there's only one. one life. one choice. one path for all of humanity. it is whether I choose the choices that I make, that will benefit me and my future self for who I truly am. time is running out. the more time I spend wasting, the less time I have to make the rightful choice. as I age, the more wrinkles I gain. The more weaker I am than my younger self. every day, hour, minute and second I choose to waste, will make me weaker and weaker. by the time I am 80, my time on this world is running out. everyday, I wished to chase my dreams that I had when I was younger. I wished that my body was back in my twenties. However, these wishes can no longer be granted. as you could only move forward in life. Every single day, i've regretted the times that i've wasted, wishing that I could just.. go back in time and revisit my younger memories. as I sit in my bed, as my heart gradually decreases. My weak eyes can't even read the letters of a poster from across to the room. I just sit there, unfazed and bored with my weak and limb body. it's evening as I get more and more tired with my life. moving forward is a thing that must exist. Everyday was a day wishing that I had. Soon, my eyelids fail on me and close, spiraling into the world of unknown, until it is just pitch darkness in my eyes. I have finally escaped.
