hey...leaving ;-;

Instructions

leaving why? nobodys going to read this, so I'm writing this for myself. when I first started scratch it was a whole new experience for me. I thought, "wow! I can share my art!" WHich has always been a dream for me. But then once I did it started seemig like confirmation, like I needed you guys to tell me my art was good and stuff so I could think my art was good. *ahem* that being said, a lot of you guys were super nice to me :)) Another thing I noticed was that a lot of you started following me just because I am a therian. like...no. I love being a therian so I wanted to share that but my intention was not to gain followers from it and it seemed like my followers really followed me because of that. So, I stopped mentioning that fact that I was a therian. But don't get me wrong, I'm still the same as before. I still get urges and such but, not as much because I dont act on it too much anymore for my own reasons. This is more recently but I'm trying to practice drawing humans again. They are way different from animals and I had same face symdrome but for animals if you get what I mean. Drawing humans again would allow me to improve in areas that I could not, and its been really fun. But, scratch really like to have artists that draw animals and that was much more appealing to you guys. But, I don't want to share super repetitive art. (ignoring the fact all my art has been challe) anyway, all of this wrapped around the fact that I wanted followers and honestly, I never liked that from the start. Looking at you guys, you all are super talented so it makes me want to constantly improve and not just sit down, relax and draw from my heart. And I absolutely hat3 that. Anyway, I want to leave scratch for my own personal reasons, as you see. I really just want to go back to the way it was before, having little access to see other people's art. I know it might sound bad, but for me, its when I was truly happy with my art. Im not the type toget jealous or anything but I feel I certain way when it comes to art. So, I have to act on that before art does not become enjoyable anymore. I still have a lot of time to improve so... :D anyway, thank you guys. I might pop on here from time to time and share improvement art but yeah. but thank you guys for all your sweet comments!! They truly made my day. <3 Thank you one last time, goodbye - _strawbswirl_