uhhh yea we broke up, and im glad, he told me that he didnt want to be with me anymore since, "i was to friendly to people and saw it as flirtatious and weird" im really upset at the idea he said this, he told me that i have to do thing while having him in mind and used my SA trama event against me. I talked about my ex to him since i trusted him but he thought i was fawning for him since i said he was 6ft tall ( i was explaining why i couldnt defend myself. ) He told me that talking about how he 'hurt me' was my wanting to marry him which made me cry since it sounded so dumb, my ex b4 him lovebombed me and manipulated me and used his self h4rm to make me stay and did things without stopping (yes i told him this) but he told me it was a bad idea to tell him this even though he kept arguing that i should tell him what i feeling so he can help me. When i told him that hes gonna get jealous since he always does, he told me "if i do get jealous, it doesn't change anything" while arguing saying that i want my ex and i should go back to him. I just told him it was fine and now were friends but i dont think it will last long.
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