I know you won't respond, but I wanna say this in the off chance you do see this. If quitting will make your life better as you say, then I'll feel better too. I'm sorry that you couldn't get that much joy from this website. It makes me stressed, sad, and tired as well, so I know how you feel. You are always free to make your own choice, and we will never be mad at you. Just be safe and happy for us. I may not be a friend in your eyes, but just know that I'm someone that cares for your health.