tw- death and starvation i guess?? ______ moonpaw laid in her nest. the sun had set long ago, but the apprentice didn't feel like sleeping. she had been exhausted for so long. prey would never be enough to reach her mouth, and that took a toll on her body. moonpaw weakly looked up at the roof of the nest, other apprentices sleeping quietly. maybe some awake aswell, like her. moonpaw withered away every day. maybe it was noticable from the outside. when had she even rosen from her nest? she was only young. too young. water filled her tired eyes. body quaking with a shiver, she slowly curled around her tail. ''oh dear mom. . . where are you? i've never ever seen or heard you here.. now i wonder if you're up there watching your kittens.. are you proud of us?'' moonpaw meowed. nothing seemed to rhyme, but maybe that wasn't a problem. ''i hope you are.'' moonie was silent, closing her eyes, as tears rolled down her face. after a moment, she continues. ''why are the others not sharing their food? do they not like me? mother.. do you know?'' she whispered to the air. ''and why do i feel sick? mother..? will you help me? can you help me..?'' ''i'm afraid...'' moonpaw sobbed silently, before opening her eyes. ''i know this is the end..'' she mewed. ''so i hope the wind can carry my songs for other cats to enjoy-'' moonie cried. ''i'm kind of scared to be a lonely tree ..'' she meows, closing her eyes for the last time. air wouldn't ever enter her lungs again, and no melody would be heard. _________ ok hi F moonpaw :pensive: i'm actually a bit sad! (not much but :() i did not have time to do anything with her, because kithood is boring!! but omg this is actually still sad she literally just became an apprentice :pensive: anyways, fs in the chat if yall wanna do liek a dreamvisit or like starclan rp tell me maybe we can do that ..
