25.11.2025 - I know this is an odd place to vent, but I feel like my voice should be heard. “My life is a mess.” - I’ve been struggling with my autism and anxiety for a while, but recently I was also given OCD and several other illnesses due to an incident. - I feel like I have no real friends in life. School is absolutely insane. I have some awful teachers and this whole rage bait idea is driving me insane. Even some of my grades are struggling heavily. - Classmates and even some teachers treat me like I’m a nobody. They think that I exist just to be played with for a reaction. I am viewed as an unintelligent being and it hurts. It really hurts. - I have my parents trying to help me, but after nine years of a therapist, case manager, BHP, nothing works. - I know I am at a stage in life where I need to prepare for my future, but so many problems are getting in my way and my compulsive behaviours are harming me so much to the point where I don’t know what to do. Where I live in the United States, it’s so hard to find anything for resources unless you want to travel eight hours. I’ve really been wanting to move back to Canada which is only twenty minutes away to get a better life, but I do not have the finances. -These problems are why I don’t make much projects anymore. I still respond to comments though. -I’ve tried to cope, however my school is the source of most of my problems. They want me to be there just to be tortured, played with, and forced into emotional labour that will affect the rest of my life. - I feel like I’m not going to go anywhere. My future is going to fail. I’m not going to able to escape this hole. - I don’t ask for your help, but it is appreciated.. - I get that I’m only 16 and I got so much potential, but I feel like I’m not being given the right to live life prosperously.
All. Please take your time reading and try to understand my messed up mind I have.
