The more and more I think about it, the more and more I think that I'm a weird\abnormal aroace. I wish I could fall in love\have relationships that aren't just qp because I crave to have romantic attraction-and yet never have. I love romances and queer stories but don't experience the sensations of love myself... I feel so wrong.
I used Angel as a bingo pointer lol but I dont headcanon him to be aroace