Is it normal? To fear someone you're supposed to love? You were mad at me For something I didn't know how to do And you didn't give me direction You blew up in my face "Gosh, don't you know?" I'm sorry "There is literally no one who can help me" I'm sorry "I just have to do everything by myself" I'm sorry "You are all so useless right now" I'M SORRY I retreat I go through my portal And sit there Everything you said Sits in me It settles The needles and barbed wire Digging into my lungs My senses My heart Useless It was so obvious! I guess I'm just useless No No no no This isn't normal It isn't normal To fear someone You are supposed to love
