I've missed you. Something I wished was here with me forever and ever, has vanished in the corner of my eye. everywhere I went, I went to a corner to burst out silent salty tears. I wished everything went back to how it was. maybe the world would disapprove of me and give me bad luck. maybe they shouldn't have. before everything was catastrophic, I had a happy family, good friends and was happy and excited. I'd pour my efforts in each day just to make it happier and happier every time. Warm meals and a roof under my head, and being accepted into a family who loved me and cared. however, everything changed. once, I had to live in my relatives homes because my family went on vacation while I was still being educated in school. one chilly evening as I was about to binge on my favorite TV show, several loud knocks erupted. I wondered who that was and maybe it was my family coming back. I opened the door and saw the unexpected. it wasn't my family, it was the police. "the plane crashed into the ocean and there were no survivors" they marked. I closed the door silently and locked it, my face feeling down. my hand still gripped onto the tv remote and my face exploded with anger and sorrow. before I went to bed, I bursted tears, bitter tears, wondering how did this happen. how did I go from having everything, to losing it all? and before I knew, my life turned 180 degrees. my aunt and uncle had to drop me off to the foster care because they didn't have enough money to raise me. I was dropped into people's homes and they weren't nice to me and treated me like their maid. even worse, whenever I was in school, my supposedly friends, betrayed me and talked to me behind their back. my life is now twisted and cursed. everyday, I was silently alone, just miserable and suffered alone. Without a supporter, without my family, without my friends, without anyone who cared about me as a person at all. I pretended to be normal. i'd put on a fake smile and pretend nothing is wrong, just all normal behavior to others. however, each day, I wished that everything went back to normal and to how it was before it happened, wished I never got to experienced the feeling of isolation.
