Okay so recently I haven't really been doing great I've been starting to think everyone hates me and that'll I'll be alone for the rest of my life I haven't been sleeping I've also been getting so many headaches and I've been drinking water, I keep relapsing, I've also been extremely worried about all of my friends, my dad keeps yelling at me and calling me a brat. I feel like a mistake, a social embarrassment, and I hate it but can't stop thinking like this I've had multiple panic attacks too...
