Hey, uhm. Ik I haven’t been on much and I am so sorry. I feel like I’m not a very good friend bc of that. I feel like I don’t even know you guys anymore just because I haven’t talked to you guys as much as before. It’s like I entered a whole new dimension that idk about, and I see that bad things have happened to you and I feel horrible for not being there for you, and like, idk, I just feel lost, ok? It’s like I used to know you guys and now, I don’t. Idk what I am to you guys anymore, a friend? Stranger? A close friend? Nothing? I know you might say I shouldn’t feel this way, but I do! I so dang do! It’s my fault that I haven’t talked to you guys much, and I am so sorry. I’m rlly lonely rn so I am the one to blame abt that. I’ve just honestly have given up bc I never know what’s happening, and I see that everyone else knows and I’m just completely lost. I am sorry for not talking to you guys…and if we’re not friends anymore, just say it, mk? I don’t mind… Your…ig friend. Ember/Cam/Chels/CC/Cami (my nicknames eeaaaahh-)
P.S. This is just a vent…Ik this is honestly smth that’s a bit crappy, but I just have to say it bc I feel this way, and I want to apologize to everyone abt that. I honestly didn’t want to post this bc I hate posting these things, because it makes me feel bad later on, bc I don’t want anyone to feel bad abt it, and second, I don’t want ppl to think I’m playing the victim, because I’m not. It’s not your fault, trust. I don’t want to make you feel bad in any way, I just want you guys to know how I feel.
