i dip my feet, then take a step out i don't want to go all in with a single lump of doubt i see your smile the thing that makes me warm but i don't want to ruin this and get caught in the storm i'm not sure how you feel and i hate it when you cry but i see your small smiles and i can't just let it slide they say i have a big imagination and they're right, but this can't be in my head will i ever feel alright? i can imagine us together, i imagine us part, but losing you would be the worst, even if i don't live in your heart i'm not even sure how i feel myself but i'm sure this fondness will even out soon and if it doesn't, i'll be frustrated, because "it's either blank or swoon" please help me understand why i can't seem to look away from those beautiful opal eyes but it seems like i never sway and please tell me why i feel your stare, and the way you look at me and i know that there's something else there i don't want us to change, for you are one of my closest friends, i'm not sure how i feel but i know i don't want to have to make amends
written by me based on true events
