Honestly , I’m not okay. I’m tired of people saying that it will get better when jt won’t it’s been 4 years 4 FREAKING YEARS NON OF MY FRIEND GROUPS ARE HEALTHY NONE IN THE PAST 4 FREAKING YEARS THEY ALL HATE EACH OTHER THEY JUST WONT ADMIT IT. PEOPLE ARE HURTING ME AND I CANT TELL THEM BECAUSE THEM THEY GET MAD AT ME AND TWLL ME TO KEYS AND I HATE IT . I CANR GET HELP EVEN IF I WANTED TO WITHOUT MY PARENTS BEING TOLD AND I DESPISE IT I ALWAYS THINK TOMORROWS WOULD BE BETTER BUT IT GETS WORSE I DONT WANNA BE HERE ANYMORE, I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND ME I SHOULD KNOW MHSELF AND I DONT , PEOPLE KEEP DEADNAMING ME AND I HATE IT NOTHING HELPS, EVERY IT WILL GET BETTER FEELS SO HALLOW , EVERYTHING FEELS USELESS AND I HATE IT. I wish I wasn’t scared and I wouldn’t be a wuss doing it . My problems aren’t a big deal so idk what I’m going on about. Hell if I was gone nobody would care except for one person I know cares about me and calls me and gives me closure.
