Edit 4: im lazyyyy but the project will come out eventually lol sorry for the long wait..! Edit 3: OMG YALL ARE SO NICE- im gonna make a new project on my condition in a min. Everything below is old. Edit 2: Thank yall so much for the support, it means a lot! Ive been doing a lot better, and dont think im d3pr3ss3d. It was just a really bad time for me. Although I still cant really post... maybe? I might have found a way but it requires screenshotting on this tablet, which i dont know how to do so uhmm yeah im kinda stuck... This is what ST sent me. "Please do not replace characters or hint at words, phrases, or links to go around the filter system. If we see you doing this, it tells us that you know we do not allow that content to be shared on Scratch, but you are okay with intentionally breaking the rules to do it anyways. If you continue to intentionally break the Community Guidelines when using Scratch, you will be blocked." I tried saying... yknow... the big no no word with filters and got this message. But... that's not the only thing. I'm sobbing. Today was the worst day of my life. I got chided for not telling my mom that one of my friends was hurting themselves. My choir teacher is leaving and moving away. He doesn't even know who is taking over, or if there will even be a choir anymore. He's leaving over winter break.... and he was super nice. Never really understood us fully and gave us weird looks, but let us do whatever. Phones? Sure, it's after school hours. Treats? Cookies and cupcakes for us. He told us before anyone else bc we were important to him, and the people he cared about most in the school. And... and... I can't go on Scratch. "Wait what? You're here right now?" Well, yes. I have my crusty tablet. But it was blocked by the district on my school iPad. I CANT draw on this one. It does the thing where the cursor thingy is slightly off from where your finger is. You saw this project cover. Even my handwriting is horrible on this tablet. Typing on here is hard and slow. I can't take any pictures that aren't 3 pixels. Yes, I will be on here to comment and talk, and probably post often with bad art or crusty photos on my alt.. but not here. I don't know when I'll get a new tablet that can draw. Or, if the school will ever unlock Scratch. But until then, everything is canceled. My comics. My 100 follower special. My everything. I can't even trash post my weird photos, bc those are all on my school tablet. I have some goofy photos of my bro on here, but that's it. I won't really be doing anything. Hopefully I'll get a new tablet soon, but until then ig I'm on a sorta kinda hiatus? I'm not sure. This might even be taken down. It probably will. Ive gotten multiple warnings from the ST about not following the guidelines, and I might even get banned. No thoughts of self h4rm or anything, but very low self esteem and maybe minor d3pr3ssi0n seem to be heading my way after all this stuff. I'm done. I cant even be open to family anymore... at least not abt the LGBTQ thing... I dont know. Theyll accept me, but try and change my ways maybe? Im only Aroace... And the whole minor d3pr3ssi0n thing that i might have? Definitely cant tell them that. I... I'm just... I... Okay... I am just... I'm sorry. So so sorry. I shouldn't have put my burdens on you. I don't really want to talk about it, but I do want to at the same time. I've let you all down. I'm sorry. So, so, so sorry. You guys are all worth more than me. Go dk something and stop wasting your time reading this... this useless vent. I'm not more important than Fuzzy and Kin. Go talk to them, not me. Please... p l e a s e. I m j u s t s o s o r r y . . . Edit: I'm feeling a little better now thx guys... I'm not useless, but it sure feels like other ppl are worth more.
