just a few minutes ago, i got off the bus for the final time. i'm no longer a freshman in high school- now i'm a sophomore. and with it, comes the moment i've been dreading. i'm going to keep this simple this time. none of you guys should have to swim through a thousand paragraphs of jiyeon trying to be dramatic. you can probably guess what this project is about from the title, and given how much i've talked about it. but in case you didn't know, this is my goodbye project to s-pop, and to scratch as a whole. before i go, i should admit something. i should never have been on scratch as long as i did. this account, and all of the others that i am currently able to log into, were created because of a permablock on my old account in september 2025. i didn't think much of this when i first made them, but with the recent crackdown on ban evading i've realized that it honestly makes no sense for me to be enforcing this rule when i'm guilty of it as well. so if the scratch team deems it fit to ban me from scratch, i'll accept it, as i know i was breaking the community guidelines. additionally, if the s-pop comm wishes to restrict me from coming back or interacting with the comm, i'll accept that as well. i know that what i did was wrong, and i'll accept whatever punishment you guys think i deserve. now, some important information: if i am in a group, i will be leaving it UNLESS i can record on bl. as i am not leaving bl, i will still be able to record there. however, i will no longer be on scratch to record. additionally, i will NOT be auditioning for any new groups! FIRA STUDIOS will not go inactive. i will run FIRA, but strictly limit the amount of time i spend on the account and on the website as a whole. i'll do my best to retain a professional tone instead of typing just like i did here. none of my accounts will be deleted, and i will retain the ability to log into them (unless they are banned). maybe someday in the future, i'll log back into this account to see how s-pop has changed. i'll still be active on bl, pin, and any other social you have me on. feel free to ask me for socials, but don't do so on this account, as i will not be logging back into it. ask me on FIRA or on another social. i will still release music. however, it will be more infrequent, as i won't have deadlines or a real reason to release an album. additionally, these will only be released on bl. i'll announce on FIRA when a new song is released, kind of like i'm an artist under my own company. commissions for demos and beats will be OPEN! however, as with my music, they will only be released on bl, and unfortunately i will not be able to lock them. additionally, i cannot guarantee that i will get to your commission quickly once i leave. however, you are free to request one by DMing me there! will no longer be active and I will not check the account. however, all unfinished commissions, if given before I left, WILL be completed. one thing i may come back to scratch for is swc! it's fun, won't distract me too much, and encourages me to do productive things. however, i will not be interacting with the s-pop community during these times. if you have a question about something not listed here, please contact me on bl! I will no longer be checking this account.
friend notes thea: ILYSMMMMM <3 you're so determined and so, so talented. ik you're going to make it in life and i'll always support you, no matter where in the world we are. please keep making music; you were born to do it and you have such a natural gift for it. see you <3 lia/miu: the GOAT fr <33 thank you so much for always being there, whether it was active or not. you might not see this due to getting banned but if you do see it, just know you're such a beautiful person inside and out, and never let anyone dim your light. i'll see you on dc <33 ena: my biggest s-pop inspiration, ilysm <3 ik you'll be leaving soon after you see this, but i wanted to let you know again just how amazing you are. since the day you joined i've always admired your thumbnail style, professionalism, and how you present yourself, both as an artist and as a company owner. i've been trying to be like you since you joined, and even though i know i'll never make it there, i'll still keep aspiring to it. whatever you do once you leave scratch, please remember how loved you are by me and the comm, and never let anyone tell you that you're not enough. hopefully we meet again <3 simon: thank you. for your dedication to this community, for not being afraid to call me out when i deserve it, and for everything you've done to expand the scope of s-pop. although i don't say it as much as i should, you've helped me become a better person, and without you, i don't think i'd be who i am today. your talent for music is insane, and i genuinely enjoy listening to your songs. please don't give up on your dreams, and i hope you get everything that you want <3 mimi: it makes my day whenever i get to talk to you. you've always been such a bright presence in the comm, and i feel like i can trust you with anything. if you're ever feeling down, just know you can always come to me. your management of blue hour is unmatched. please never lose your spark, and make sure to take breaks if you need them. if you ever leave scratch, i hope it's simply from outgrowing the site, and never from burnout. you're an amazing person, and i wish you all the best in the future <3 everyone else: there are too many people included in this category to name them all. i'm so, so grateful to every one of you for making me who i am today. without you, i'd never have gotten to this point. looking back on my years in s-pop, it was never my voice or my skills with thumbnails that got me my popularity. it was you, every single one of you, who heard me sing and took a chance on that 13-year-old. when i reminisce on this period of my life, it'll be you that i remember. maybe we'll meet again, somewhere down the road, or maybe these words will be the last you ever hear from me. whatever the case, take this message with you: try the new things. one little cover three years ago has blossomed into everything i get to do right now. you'll never know whether something will work out or not until it's actually happening, won't you? the time will pass either way, so better to spend it doing something you might love than doing nothing. be the adventurous person. you don't have to go rock climbing or bungee jumping, just try something you've never done before. you never know- you can often find a family in the place that you least expected one to be. i've learned so much here; I've made so many friends, had memorable experiences, and learned that some people can change...and some don't. this is jiyeon, signing off for the final time. i'll miss every one of you, and i hope one day we can meet again. but until then, goodbye, s-pop. dc: so_thatiswhoiam bl: jiyeonslays / iamnotaesthetic (use jiyeonslays for chatting, iamnotaesthetic for music related stuff) pin: spop_jiyeon ig: so_thatiswhoiam; if you want to follow me TELL ME WHO YOU ARE before requesting + under 13 DNI with my ig please! tt: nope you're not getting this
