So... I just found out that I may have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. This explains a LOT. When I was 8, it was quarantine and my mom had cancer, so I got a lot of anxiety. I think I developed OCD then, because I started having 'feelings' that if I did or didn't do something, a terrible thing would happen. I felt like I had to blink or tic a specific number of times, and if I made a wrong choice or didn't do the thing I had an urge to do, I would be really anxious that the bad thing would happen (like if I chose the wrong pencil to write with, I would suffocate in my sleep). I started taking a long time to make small and insignificant choices. Eventually I started going to therapy and forcing myself to think less about small choices that would be easy to make if not for my anxiety. It's kind of come back recently, but I know I'm stronger than it and I can overcome it.
By the way, my mom doesn't have cancer anymore. She's in her last year of remission!!!!!!!!!!! Yay <3 Thank you to @Foxtail77777 for making this project: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1232965787/ I saw the OCD research and it was exactly me
