hey guys! so I know I put lesbian in my b/w but I never really made an "official" coming out project, I made one when I thought I was bi but never really made one when I figured out I was a lesbian, just put it in my b/w, so I wanted to come on here and kinda tell you guys the story of how I figured out I was a lesbian. I know I don't really owe an explanation to anyone but y'all are awesome so I wanted to tell you guys <3 so I figured out I was a lesbian about a month ago i'd say, but I figured out I wasn't bi anymore before that. so about in late september or early october I didn't really feel comfortable under the label "bisexual" anymore so I stopped calling myself bi and just became "queer" or "unlabeled" and gave myself time to figure myself out. and then i'd say toward the end of october I started figuring out I was a lesbian. I started realizing I was having less and less attraction to guys in that way, up to the point where I felt no attraction to guys in that way. it took me a little while to get more comfortable calling myself a lesbian after I found out and then I said it out loud for the first time toward the end of last month and I realized I felt so freaking good about it, I felt confidant in myself, and now i'm just scared to come out to people but now i'm kinda happy bc I can express myself now through clothes and hair and style and stuff bc I know who I am now and I know who I love and I know what I like. i'm still not the best mentally but that is a story for another time lol. and i am expressing my queer identity more now (i'm also a masc lesbian) and I'm not really afraid to be who I am, one thing i'm scared of is coming out to certain people in my life but I keep trying to tell myself that if they can't accept me for who I am then they can't have me in their life anymore, but it still kinda hurts that I think I might lose people I love over this but I won't let it be the end of the world. i'm happy with my queer identity and I am in a relationship with my girlfriend of almost 4 months I love her so so so much she is truly the best thing that's ever been mine (reference) and she has helped me through so much mentally and I love her more than anything and yeah!! if you guys stayed till the end, thank you, I love you <3 thank you for taking the time to read the summery of my queer journey and to my best friends on here, AJ, alice, vivi, daphne, and allison (if i'm forgetting you pls tell me) for listening to all my ranting and venting about my queer journey and more I love you guys more than anything you mean the freaking world to me <3 thank you for staying with me! and for AJ: GET ONLINE PLEASE i'm kidding (not really) I just miss u and we NEED to catch up please please please MESSAGE ME when ur on here or c or pin <3333
if you read to the end thank you <33
