So, turns out I'm bad at determining what's bad for me, because my time in scratch, all of it, has been a blessing to me, I have realized that saying I'm going to disappear was a mistake. I don't think I'm really to the other side yet, but I think the journey is a lot shorter than I thought. I will occasionally, normally unannounced, disappear for however long I want, I think I need that much. But, other than that, I think I'm back. Still not entirely sure what I'll do going forward, but leaving let me realize that leaving was the wrong choice.
