why do I trust him? why... WHY... SHOULD I JUST LEAVE??? THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS GONE!!! I'm dead... IM DEAD... JUST SAVE ME DEAR GOD IM BEGGING YOU!!! ZYIOT!!! I WILL PREVENT IT!!! JUST SAVE ME! ... aghhhhhhhhhhhhhh should I just... leave this world? like Zyiot? would everyone be better without me?
this doesn't change my mind at all... I'm still going to the party (NOT REAL FOR ARG)
