lyrics: [verse 1] i came to you because I trusted you and yet despite this you still have my trust you mean more to me than you even know never could I think you are a bad friend i just wanted you to care like I do I find something sweet in your apathy because I know its just temporary I do, I do, I do, I do [prechorus 1] i know your a good person just show it my doors are closed with lights off inside, i left them open to you and you chose yourself i wonder why [chorus] you watched me cry on the floor you didn’t even flinch i would rather feel everything than nothing at all you really ignored me when i hated myself the most those 3 seconds you cared made me so happy, why mess it up? [verse 2] suddenly you didn’t want to be alone a deadline that's not for weeks is more burning remember how you promised you'd be there, you never showed up atleast i know that my secrets are safe [prechorus] but now i can’t tell if im safe or not you were my safe place for so long now i want that back you said you would support me keep your promise [chorus] you left me crying on the floor and didn’t even flinch i would rather you feel something than nothing at all you really ignored me when i hated myself the most those 3 seconds you cared made me so happy, why mess it up? [outro] Is it so hard for you to care like you did that one late night?