i've been feeling down and unmotivated lately... i genuinely feels like i can't do anything without giving up or quitting half-way through and i hate it. i think i might be depressed... i want to talk to someone about it like a doctor or my parents but i don't wanna come across as a burden. like doing literally i like feels like a chore like watching tv, drawing, waking up, getting dressed, listening to music feels exhausting to do. i've felt irritated and angry at myself and at how i literally cant do anything without just giving up and how i have no motivation or interest in things i enjoy doing every single feels the same and i feel like there is nothing to life if we all just die in the end anyways. i feel like doing anything is useless because i'm just going to die in the end. all i feel is drained, exhausted, and depressed. i feel like everything i do i pointless. it's getting harder and harder to be able to wake up and be productive. i just can't do this crap anymore man.
Pepper - B*tthole Surfers (i had to censor the bands name because scratch doesn't like the one word with the B)
